"Memories never
lie"
Present day...
Sunny bright
day of June..these days in Punjab were mostly dry and lighting rays of sun
never let people come out of their houses... and I walk out of my house,
holding my diary in one hand and lunch box in other hand. getting late for
work.. South Indian boy born and brought up in Punjab, wearing blue denim which
is little bit lose from thighs and bottoms.. bright white shirt (just like tide
ki safedi), somewhat dark complexion, round spectacles making me different
from my generation, and oiled hair which i have applied today after 5 years.
after a
while I reached my store..basically surrounded with kids clothes, cute toys and
necessities.. where I always feel good... and then sat on my table, switch on
the computer, closed my eyes and took a deep breath.. and suddenly some voices
surrounded me.. ( the inner voice )
"do
you really think you want this..??"
"if
you are having any problem with it we can solve mutually"
"you
are the only reason of my current situation... you never brings happiness to me
you just only took it away from me."
"I am
sick of you... stay away from me "
suddenly I
opened my watery eyes, breathing like someone taking my life away. I'm moving
my head like I'm looking for someone very badly... I need someone to whom I can
share that what's happening to me, but I used to hide my feelings..
suddenly
Ronny entered the store..short, average Indian typical body type with tummy
out.. as he used to say "Next Month
se Gym Shuru" , rugged jeans, blue linen shirt with upper two buttons
off.. rushing in with full of energy, as he always enters..
"how
are you buddy...??" with cheering big smile and tight Punjabi hug..
"I'm
all good bro" by countering his Punjabi hug
as he always
hungry he started sniffing here and there that what I brings for lunch.. after
grabbing my big fat Indian lunch box.. he settled on my chair..
"How's
She..??" looking at my diary.. as he knew to whom it belongs to..
silence in
the room for a while and my silently moving lips was trying to say something
but
"don't
know.." breaking a unusual silence in the room.
he can't be
able to digest my answer.. and human like him kept the lunch box aside and
started probing
"Why..? what happen..is she fine??? what's going on Sammy" shocked and not
believing the way I said it..
replied with
dead face and casual attitude, But after saying this, I was broken from inside
"We are
not together now"
To be Continue....
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